out of comets
Do not surround
yourself with those
that treat you like
dirt and dust.
Im being needy but I cant sleep because I’m sick and I took day time medication because I didn’t think it made a difference and oh how naive I was I just took that stupid thing thinking id be better, now ill be awake forever with this pounding. Im a dreamer, just let me drift off.
Also its probably not ok when somebody occupies 76.14159265358979323846% of your mind (yes i memorized pies decimal)
My life is pulling me in opposite directions so quickly that its almost comforting. What I currently know is true:
My few friends are forever
I want to be with Jesse, I think you know when you want to be with someone when you start to want to love yourself too.. He doesn’t just make me love him, he makes me take care of myself. I cry when I think about life without him- Id be heart broken if I lost him. I quite literally do not know what I would do if he died. Id probably die of a broken heart. Its weird. I feel like he’s my soulmate because even when I’m angry at him or he’s angry at me, he’s the only thing that puts me at ease.