I cant tonight, tomorrow? 9pm our spot
Thanks all you followers that put up with my absolute worst side possible you’re all unreal and i salute you. And by unreal i dont mean made up internet friends, that would be silly.
Sometimes im bitter and some days im just plain destroyed. I dont think my heart is capable of loving anyone.. Everytime it has its been hurt and now it feels full and so do I, even when im starving im full. So this is the long journey of im not sure where my life is going but if it leads me into another mans arms ill run away.
I wish you just loved me and thats all, nothing more I just need you to love me. Instead you call me a pity whore. Sorry for involving myself in your life obviously my existence is a burden to you and that pain alone I will carry forever.